Well today is my 20th Birthday.
I’m excited and I’m trying to have a good attitude. I usually end up a
little grumpy on my Birthday because I’ve had really bad Birthday
experiences. haha well this time last year I was getting tattooed and I
was watching the man I loved get his sleeve done.. we were driving up
to NC to spend time with his family. It’s so hard to forget that kind
of stuff. I am fine with all of this now.. it’s just like images in my
head. I’m going to see the new Veggie Tales movie!!
I’m so excited you have no idea..I’ve been waiting for this movie to
come out since summer. I love computer animation movies and cartoons so
much. It just makes me happy. Than I am driving Ashley Hall to the
airport 🙁 She has to get stitches out of her foot so make sure you PRAY
for her safety!! I’m going to miss her, she is defiantly a person here
who makes me feel good about being who I am. It’s hard to explain but
so many times I feel judged here and I feel that some people don’t
approve of who I am. I am learning not to worry what others say or
think about me but it’s hard because I am such a sensitive person.I
feel right now like there is just a BIG lesson behind all these
feelings. People are going to talk about me, they are going to judge me
and make fun of me for the things I do or the things I believe, I just
need to be confident with who I AM IN CHRIST.
I kinda felt like turning and going back home while driving back up
here but I know I want to finish this.. I have to finish this. It’s so
easy to turn and run away. I want to finish this and than go where ever
God leads me too next. I’m excited to see where that is, I’m just
patiently waiting for God’s next step, for His guidance. This all goes
with my favorite verse.
Psalms 119:105 ” Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path”
So I came into the office Friday, to find that Connie Rock had left me some presents for Christmas! She is an amazing person and it was so nice of her to get me something. I got the coolest things from her. Among the coolest were… a pooping penguin, a lot of CANDY!!! andd the best… a Hello Kitty Toaster!! Seriously I’ve wanted one of these things forever I feel like. I want the whole Hello Kitty kitchen set! haha when I move out on my own, my whole kitchen will be Hello Kitty. I am seriously the biggest kid I know.. and I’m ok with that. I’m becoming completely okay with the fact that God made me a BIG KID haha. I am just happy I find joy in all the small things life brings.
I’d like to thank my mother for haveing me today.. and going through all that for me <33 She is an amazing woman and God has blessed me so much to give me a Mother who loves me and supports me.
