God is showing us His love and beauty with the world around us. We just need to chase after Him with all we have.
Father when I need you the most I can never seem to find you.It’s almost like a test or trial, to see how hard and fast we run after God when we don’t feel Him. There’s no greater feeling in the world than when you finally get over that feeling of being a lone, doubt, or just not hearing the Lord, because when it’s over your faith is stronger than it was before. I just need to trust in You and all will be fine.
I’ve been writing a lot lately, it’s not very good but I’m going to post something. It’s not a poem or anything, I’d say more just random thoughts, feelings, and emotions thrown together.
Losing
Life is one big blur
Everything is going by so fast
I am left behind, a lone to cough in this dust.
I need your guidance
I need your words.
I haven’t been faithful to you my Lord.
I ask for forgiveness and I ask for your Love.
God please show me the right path.
I feel so blinded by these worldly things
I’m afraid I feel the enemy is winning this battle
He is striking my emotions
He knows where to hit
Every arrow he throws just hits my core
I feel the pain intensifying I feel my soul crying.
I fear my heart is shattered and needs to be placed in yours hands.
I feel so a lone God please show me Your love.
Father please speak words of truth to me.
Oh Lord please shield my eyes and this heart from this world, and from the enemy.