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Lately I’ve noticed how I see God working in my life. He is most certainly teaching me. As to what he’s teaching me I can’t quite pin point. I am doing back flips and bending over backwards here, all while being broken down. I know for a fact that this year is the good kick in the butt I needed. Before my life was very easy going and care free, now.. I have something to care about. MY GOD! I care so much that I am dedicating a year of my life to Him and doing His work. This makes me so happy you have no idea. I know at times though working in the office is so unbearable I just can’t stand it. But it’s those times I have to remember that I am not doing this to please myself or anyone else on this earth. I’m doing it for God. After coming to those terms I have to say I’m pretty thrilled with the work God has given me to do in the office. It’s stretching me and helping me focus more on what I need to do in life to actually accomplish something. It’s a good feeling to know that this is going to help me with my future. I’m excited to see exactly how it helps.

We have received some good news in the office. Well the interns have, we have a chance to become a servant   leader on an Ambassadors trip. With that trip they are going to pay for us to go!! I’m so excited about this experience and yet I haven’t picked a trip that I want to serve yet. I really want to focus on my location areas Philippines, Thailand, and India. I have been praying about this a lot and dwelling on the thought as well. I would really love to become a servant leader on a Real Life trip. I would love to serve for two months out on the field. I have been talking this over with my leaders and they have to check to see if it’s something that’s possible. Till I know the answer I’m just going to continue to pray and see where ever God wants me most, because that’s where I want to be.

So here lately I’ve been thinking a lot about my future and trying to figure out where God wants me. I’m not sure to be honest. I feel like I should be out on the field serving but at the same time I want to go to school and  live a normal life. Ha it’s so funny to think about because I know it’s what I WANT! Not what GOD WANTS! I know God has plans for me I just need them to be revealed to me. At the same time I don’t know if I feel I should be out on the field because, it’s kind of this idea I have in my head that if I’m not serving God on the field than I’m not a good person. I’m not sure how to word that exactly. I do know that I can serve God anywhere I am but it’s just this thought that’s engraved it’s self in my head. I just want my parents to be proud of me where ever God places me. I also don’t want them having to financially support me anymore, I want to be able to carry my own weight. That all comes with my pride I believe. The pride that I have, because I want to be independent.  I have been praying and considering applying for the World Race in January 2009. I’ll be 21 than and it’s an 11 month long adventure for God. Everything I read about it, the stories, the magazine articles, and just hearing about it excites me in everyway possible. I   would love to be a part of something so big and amazing like this. I love the fact that’s it’s a very free going experience and there are no leaders. The team does all the ministry a lone and just let’s God completely lead them. I love the thought of that. I would love to go on a world trip and just serve God the entire time and preach His word to who every crosses my path. Well where ever God leads me next year I know it will me an adventure in it’s own.

We watched a video the other day about miracles. It was so fascinating to me because  to think that something God can do happens within an instant in front of your eyes! I’ve witnessed one miracle when I was younger. It was an experience in it’s own. I was doing an outreach with my church, we went to an old persons home to just  love and pray for the people in there. I was paired up with this guy  Albert, he was about 17 at the time and very strong in his walk with the Lord. He and I talked with this 70 something yr old man. This man had been shot in a war and hadn’t been able to walk since. So Albert and I started praying for him. Albert lead and was very passionate while he was praying, the exact words he said I can’t remember. But I remember looking up at him and the older man and just being in awe of what was happening.  At that time my faith wasn’t so strong so this was all new to me. Finally Albert said “In the name of God stand up and walk” and at that moment the man hesitated a little but thought he would try to stand. He had stood up and his face was in complete shock he had placed one foot out and tried to walk. He had a hard time from what I can remember ( after not standing  or walking for so many years I guess it was normal) but he had taken about 2 or 3 steps till a nurse had came over and made him sit. She wasn’t so happy with what was going on. But the old man had started crying and kept saying thank you to all of us and to Albert. I’m not to sure this is classified as a miracle but  there’s no explanations or reasoning to describe what had happened that day. I know it will always be an unexplained thing that happened there but  God was surely there that day.  The video had some interesting footage of things that were happening around the world. People being brought back to life, people who’ve been blind  or deaf their whole life suddenly hearing and seeing. They had also showed some places in China were being a Christian isn’t so much socially accepted but they were still going to houses ( their churches) and praising God for 4 or more hours! Could you imagine what the America would be like if we were persecuted for our beliefs. I believe the people who call their selves Christians would have faith that  was unbreakable. People would look at suffering for God as a great thing because to suffer for God or die for your faith is something that is so rewarding in heaven. I feel like it would almost be a good thing if America had restrictions on what we could believe. Christians would go to their secrete little churches and worship and read God’s word for hours on end they would never have a enough God.  Something I had asked my high school youth group girls about was if we were persecuted for our religion would they still believe in God and none of them could really  answer. At that time I didn’t really know what my answer would be, but I know now that God has given me a purpose and those girls one so He would be present in our lives even if something this horrible were going on. We would just pursue Him with so much more than we do now. For in my eyes if you have nothing  in your life and you aren’t influenced by the world than you have more to give God than anything. But because we have the worldly things and influences from all over saying we need to be financially stable, get married and so forth that we get to caught up in it all we forget about God and the things He’s given us.  Well I leave with this God is doing such amazing things out in this world  and He’s revealing Himself to people all over the world. For that I am so enthralled and I will keep dedicating my life to Him and His works.

4 responses to “Learning, Waiting, Wanting…”

  1. King. You always write great blogs. You should do it more often. This one was a long one but I enjoyed it. I love reading your thoughts. Now I know how better to pray for you. Love you and I am glad that I am on your team.

  2. i just wanted to let you know that I have enjoyed watching the Lord work in your life. He is doing great things, keep chasing after him and surrendering more and more of yourself to him. I see the Lord wanting to use you for incredible things, things that you can’t even imagine if you tried.

  3. You are an amazing person. I’ll definitely pray that God reveals to you what trip he wants you to go on this summer, and where he wants you to go after that. It would be really cool to see you come with us to the Philippines but it’s definitely not my choice haha! Thank you so much for answering all my questions and for walking me through the whole process so far. You have been a blessing to me and I hope that I am able to be a blessing to you in the future.

    Your brother in Christ,
    Trevor Perla